how i feel

I'm not sure if i should be saying this. but, i've been having feelings toward the special someone that will not go away. Infact, they are becoming stronger. my friend in England (emma) introduced me to this really awesome program that lets you talk to people all over the world for free. So after i had hung up with her, so she could go to bed. I was also at that time on yahoo messenger talking to the someone. So i told him about the program, and then after that he downloaded it and we started talking. We talked for over 3 hours, well not really talk. His microphone kept messing up and we had to keep hanging up. Also i sent some photos and movies to him. a couple pv's of Morning Musume, one cute video of me, a mp3 of me singing Kanashimi Twighlight. (which is of course a Morning Musume song.) I have all the major single of me. (thats not important right now) Anyway, now i'm writing a story of Yunku and Akado and all of that. goodness gracious, I'm not sure what to do. He is less then 3 years older then me (even though right now i am 17 and he is 20) Also i live here in the United States, and he lives in Singapore. This just makes it all confusing for me. That and by the time that i am in college, (in less then a year now) i'm not sure what will have happened to him. I wonder if by that time if we will have moved on. I sure hope not, because, for some reason it just makes me so happy. Also, i told him not to compare himself to Aragorn from LOTR. But the truth is, I already have, and i still do. I think it would be interesting. Also i do see him and Aragorn being slightly alike. Anyway, on to another topic of intrest. i have a myspace page! yay!!
Okay, I've run out of things to say. so i'll end it like i usually do. With some type of video!
but since i feel like treating you easily, I'll put up 2! (lyrics after songs

Bon kyu! Bon kyu! Bomb Girl


I wish



Links to songs with color coding!!!
Bon Kyu! Bon Kyu! Bomb girl: http://projecthello.com/momusu/bonkyu.html
I wish: http://projecthello.com/momusu/iwish.html

Bon kyu! Bon kyu! Bomb Girl

English Lyrics:
Bon kyu! Bon kyu! Bomb girl
Bon kyu! Bon kyu! Bomb girl
Bon kyu! Bon kyu! Bomb girl
Bon kyu! Bon kyu! Bomb girl
How about a cool girl?
It's boring if she's just serious
Bo~n kyu Yeah
Bon kyu bon Yeah

That girl is good at talking
That one is good at pestering
Bo~n kyu Yeah
Bon kyu bon Yeah

Love x8
Love Love Love me do!
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 & 8
Bon kyu! Bon kyu! Bomb

I don't want to make a serious face
I want to cheerfully enjoy life
Please love
this me
A wonderful future for you

Bon kyu! Bon kyu! Bomb girl
Bon kyu! Bon kyu! Bomb girl
Bon kyu! Bon kyu! Bomb girl
Bon kyu! Bon kyu! Bomb girl

How about a cool girl?
There's looks and then there's personality*
Bo~n kyu Yeah
Bon kyu bon Yeah

That girl who is up and jumping in the morning
and I, who get going at night, are both
Bo~n kyu Yeah
Bon kyu bon Yeah

Happyx4
Happy! Has come
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8
Bon kyu! Bon kyu! Bomb

Women are always romanticists
I want to have a cute, yet painful romance too
Please give me
energy
Health is #1; For you

Happyx4
Happy! Has come
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8
Bon kyu! Bon kyu! Bomb

Women are always romanticists
I want to have a cute, yet painful romance too
Please give me
energy
Health is #1; For you

Bon kyu! Bon kyu! Bomb girl
Bon kyu! Bon kyu! Bomb girl
Bon kyu! Bon kyu! Bomb girl
Bon kyu! Bon kyu! Bomb girl


I wish: English Lyrics
A boring night
All by myself
Am I the only lonely one?

You sent me a silly e-mail
That made me laugh
For some reason, my tears won't stop
Ah, thank you

More than anyone else
I know myself best
I have to believe in myself more than anyone else

Life is wonderful
Meeting someone, falling in love
Ah, how wonderful, it's like a dream
You can laugh and cry about it

There are days when I'm scared
to talk to someone else
But I'll have courage and talk
About myself

Because we have clear days
We have rainy days too
Someday you'll understand it all!

Life is wonderful
It's always the same road
So let's find somethin else!
Let's make it a road where we'll run into
A wonderful person!

Because we have clear days
We have rainy days too
Someday you'll understand it all!

Life is wonderful
Meeting someone, falling in love
Ah, how wonderful, it's like a dream
You can laugh and cry about it

Life is wonderful
It's always the same road
So let's find somethin else!
Let's make it a road where we'll run into
A wonderful person!

But I want to treasure my smile
For the person I love...