I'm counting
my nights alone Ah
The sadness echos
Wow...
It tightens around the night
Wow...
Break through that wall
Wow...
HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME
The resonance of sadness
Wow...
echos in the night
Wow...
I want to believe, someday
Wow...
Someone, help me
HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME
and a later part that pretty much says the same thing. Actually it says
The sadness echos
Wow...
and tightens itself around my heart
Wow...
I'll cross over that time
Wow...
HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME
The resonance of sadness
Wow...
echos into my heart
Wow...
I want to feel gentleness
Wow...
Someone help me
HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME
Yeah it's pretty much the same thing. But still that's kinda how i'm feeling at the moment. Plus, now that i'm in school, this isn't a good thing. But oh yeah, forgot to tell you what the not good thing is. I can't stop thinking about Akado, I can be talking to christina about anything that would usually have all of my attention. but, for some reason i can't stop thinking about him. Even in class. That and i really want to talk to him, but for some reason i'm waiting on him this time. Yeah, i know it kinda makes me out as an idiot, but.. that's just how i am.
Really, i'm beginning to crack under the pressure. I want to talk to him, but suddenly i'm shy again. What does this mean? i'm always confused in someway, but not this much. Not about things like this. Also, i've relized that even if i do "move on" i can't really love anyone as much as i love him right now. I just wished that we weren't so far away from eachother. Then it would be him that i would want to hang out with, go places, do things with (like DDR, normal video games, arcades, you know stuff like that). But, oh this is so confusing. Anyway, in conclusion Akado-kun, if you read this please send me an email. I would love to talk to you in anyway possible. Please.
Love ya' lots Akado-san.
Happiness and joy for everyone,
Yunku Sakuranbo
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